Don't ya miss meeh... well.... haaaaah what should I start with.....
I....... I'm los4.... is there anyone who could guide me.......
Well.... I gueas it's a no then..... you see.... Latwly... I've been thinking of weird things.... it's like this....
Peliklaaaah... kenape ....... semua org kat skliling aku treat me differently???
Bukan nak bangga ke hape... tape semua ni.... cam pelik sgt....
Well.... bayangkan lah..... aku nii... budak pelik and semua org maklum dgn perkara ni.. tapi.... adakah diri ini pelik bermakna semua orang jujur dgn aku....???? please.. tell me.... ade kaitan ke being pelik dgn bnda 2 ni? .... well cam ni lah...
contoh situasi dye...... ade sorg mamat ni.... sume org dok... "awak.... minx tlg bleh x sebb tenet kiter slow... bley x awak tlg crikn bhn n4ok kiter... trimas....!!!!!^.^" ..... mmg sumepompuan minx tlg die ah kan... tpi bler smpai kat aku..... die yg dok..... " weyh.... Intan dgr crite ko dh siap wat folio ... ummm yg ni cqmane... ade copy x? nk wat rujukan...!!!!><~" ..... =.= de heck nyerrrrrre....
situasi 2 .....
ade sorg mamat ni..... dk pompuam sume dok. " hah..... majok lah tu kite x nk lyn dye.... " sat gi die aca2 cool " manade " jaqab pon sepatah je lah kan..... sat gi .... dgn aku.... " hah..... majok ah tu.... eeeee intan majok ah..." .... satgi aku ulg watak die balik " manade... x kuasa aku! " ... tpi aku jwb x sepatah lah yg pasti....ehhhehehh
situasi 3.....
"Eeeeeh luka kat muka ni knape... " sume sibuk kerumun budak pompuan tuh... sat gi tgn aku brdarah 2 mngalir 2 lagi ni.... dorg sume akn ckp bnda same "alaaaa Intan biase lah tu...."
Situasi4....
adesorg budk ni... die kuat memendam tpi smpai kat aku je..... die tunjuk diri die......
situasi 5...
kbnykkan budak yg pendam demi kselesaan rmai... tunkjuk diri dorg yg sbnar kat aku... luahkan perasaan kat aku..... MOSTLY...
sometimes.... all of this makes me feel scared and terasing... tapi skrg bile dok pikiaq balik.......
contoh situasi dye...... ade sorg mamat ni.... sume org dok... "awak.... minx tlg bleh x sebb tenet kiter slow... bley x awak tlg crikn bhn n4ok kiter... trimas....!!!!!^.^" ..... mmg sumepompuan minx tlg die ah kan... tpi bler smpai kat aku..... die yg dok..... " weyh.... Intan dgr crite ko dh siap wat folio ... ummm yg ni cqmane... ade copy x? nk wat rujukan...!!!!><~" ..... =.= de heck nyerrrrrre....
situasi 2 .....
ade sorg mamat ni..... dk pompuam sume dok. " hah..... majok lah tu kite x nk lyn dye.... " sat gi die aca2 cool " manade " jaqab pon sepatah je lah kan..... sat gi .... dgn aku.... " hah..... majok ah tu.... eeeee intan majok ah..." .... satgi aku ulg watak die balik " manade... x kuasa aku! " ... tpi aku jwb x sepatah lah yg pasti....ehhhehehh
situasi 3.....
"Eeeeeh luka kat muka ni knape... " sume sibuk kerumun budak pompuan tuh... sat gi tgn aku brdarah 2 mngalir 2 lagi ni.... dorg sume akn ckp bnda same "alaaaa Intan biase lah tu...."
Situasi4....
adesorg budk ni... die kuat memendam tpi smpai kat aku je..... die tunjuk diri die......
situasi 5...
kbnykkan budak yg pendam demi kselesaan rmai... tunkjuk diri dorg yg sbnar kat aku... luahkan perasaan kat aku..... MOSTLY...
sometimes.... all of this makes me feel scared and terasing... tapi skrg bile dok pikiaq balik.......
AKU BANGGA
tau knape ? sbb x de yg fake dpan aku ..that's a good thing....
and nak tau tak bile sume tunjuk diri mereka yg sbnar .... aku dpat knl pbagai jnis manusia n brfikir acano dorg brfikir.... interesting right?......... n this is where I end up underastanding almost everybody.... and now the sad part is... I'm an open book... everyone can read qhat I feel , I think , I plan.... yet.... not a single person Understand me... NOT A SINGLE PERSON......... welll.. I x lyak difhami... kerana I'm too heartless.... kan? Serves me right...
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