"dah lebih 10 thun da hidup"
"Asyik nak kene bagitau je wat ape"
"Solat pon nk kena panggil"
"X tau la ape nak jadi"
"Dah ade otak, bole fikir mule rse pandai melawan"
"Masuk skola pandai rse pandai la tu"
"Baru buat skit da perasan bagus"
Yeah right...
Aku pon x tau aku nak jd ape... hmph!ðŸ˜
Ok.. cmnila...
You said that our live never change, it was always like this but you yourself know that our heart changes.
You thought that those 'small' insult were just a joke...
You know what ... I'm a girl too, deep inside it actually hurts.
Why? Why do you always say that you understand me so well, you said that you hate people that talks big but aren't you bragging about yourself too much?
Every time anyone showed up you would insult me and say how useless I am. Staying in the house and finished off your money and all even tho I I've done a lot...
To be honest, I don't even remember the last time you praised me for what I did.
All I could hear these days were insult or fake praises that ended with teasing expression that doesn't sound honest at all. Was I the one who misunderstood it? I don't think so.
You always said that you need to take care of your image.. then what about mine? People around us must have thought that I'm the worst. How shameful of me.
Maybe you really did understand me but the way you're handling my emotion was always the same.. at times it could be fun at how you were joking on how lame I look when I cry. Or smirk at me while I'm crying. But at times it hurts like hell. You always do think of your own reputation but never think about others'.
I don't know what to say anymore.
You maybe love me but it looks like I'm starting to doubt it.
I know that it was just to burn my spirits..
All what you've done so far.
But, you know at times I could use some praises, good impression and all.
Tuesday, May 31, 2016
Wednesday, April 6, 2016
I Am Sorry
I am not asking why, rather, I am saying sorry. Sorry for not being born talented. Sorry for not being born perfect. Sorry for not being born with HIS illness. Sorry for not taking place for him for that illness. Sorry for being easily hurt. Sorry for being always 'not' considerate and understanding. Sorry for 'not' supporting. Sorry for being such a 'bitch' that man could 'easily' hang out with. Funny. This 'BITCH' is still a virgin who never touched a man except for her family members after the day she became a woman. Weird. They cried, they sobs, they hugged me asking for support and such but what did I get in return? A bunch of people who barely remembered my name. And 'LUCKILY' , I was being stared at like some kind of animal. A weird kind of animal. THIS animal who have weird habits ere rejected by many. Why is that? Just because she lacked of money, popularity and beauty. What did you say People recognised those who are beauty inside? Stop talking shit. Without money, fame, a beauty body and face, you're nothing in this kind of world. Well, I'm not beauty neither from the inside nor outside. I couldn't win anyone's heart. Not even one person. I'm such a failure. I'm the first experiment and it seems like I'm a failure. I would never be any profit for anyone. It's not that I was trapping myself in my own thoughts but this is the truth of my life. No one really appreciate my existence, huh? 'Cause I'm a failure since I was born in this world. Again, I'm sorry for being myself. Not perfect, not talented since birth and a failure. HE was born talented indeed. Having such great skills without a need to work hard for practices. What did you say? Practice makes perfect? Listen! Whatever you do, whatever yo try, you will never ever defeat those with talents since birth because they would only need 10% of hardwork to be more than us who strive 100% of our strength to be perfect. I know that I am needed somewhere but I'm very sure that I'm not needed here. In my own family. Which family? Friends or the true family? I might want you, reader to guess that on your own. The only person who would understand and support myself is me. Absolutely myself and no one else.
Saturday, June 27, 2015
jom menggila !! [part 2]
Okay.... jom sambung perkara mengarut ini...
Kita mulakan dengan PKT...!
Kyra....!
Ok.... disebabkan apps tuh x de lak tudung...
I amek tema yang sepatutnya digunakan dalam frog
(Yg Haiza x sempat nak buat)
that is vocaloid....!
kyra.... jadi miku.... Hatsune miku.... 01
This is the real miku...
Next... our beloved S/U....
Haiza!!!!!(as gakupo)
well, Haiza pakai spek....
patutnye kena ade effect bling2
nmpakkan die ni kdg2 sinis
but.... time edit tu lupe..>_<
Next is....
Peqa!!~
well actually die jadi yowne haku...
so rambut die patutnye grey...
haihhh
Now......
Ila!!!!( as Gumi)
Izzah as (x igt)
Alya nabila as miki
Ain had as luka megurine
Me as Rin kagamine
Najiha as lapis
Muni as tei sukone(tsundere)
Pah as meiko
Nina as zatsune miku
Dziaul as seeu
Mia as Lily
Cuna as Namine Ritsu
Well, actually watak ni lelaki yg crossdessing jadi pompuan
tapi aku dah tatu nak masukkan watak siape lagi so aku randomly pilih je hihihi
jgn marah aAaA
Ena as anon
Farah as kanon
Shida as IA
Friday, June 5, 2015
jom menggila [part 1] ♡♥♡♥
Woooooohooooo!
It's time to do something random!!!!
Memandangkan aku telah berjaya mencoteng dinding
Rumah ketiga ku dengan avatar 2 rakan2ku.....
Aku cipta yang ala2 mcm avatar dorg tapi.... guna apps kat tab
The first person is......
Aboyyy.....!
well kalau ikutkan mata die kena btol2 sepet....
tpi aku x jumpe la dlm apps tuhhh
n die pakai songkok....
sooooo dsbbkan itu pon xde aku ganti ngsn topi...
2nd person is....
Meol....!
well.... xde lah pulak aku jumpa rambut 5 helai.
.. so aku pilih ape ade je *sengihsengih *
Next is.....
Apoz......!
well dak ni memang banyak cakap sket soooo
nmpak x muka excited tuuuuu
rmbut ungu sbb die prs....
hmmmm tu je laa kot...
Next is....
ABA.....!
Well this guy is sure an otaku so....
mate die biru rmbut die kuning
just like naruto's....
Next....
Chik....!
Hmmm dlm avatar sbnr rmbut die kerinting...
Ni.... aku kurgkn sketlah ennnn
sian.... kang jadi afro pulak....
Now.....
Kercux.....!
kay.... mamat ni kena ade rupa monyet dlm avatar die...
Tpi.... x de lah pulak dlm app nak jdikan die kemonyetan...
So... I put that monkey ears
also a mask konon2 die ni mmcm princess and the frog lahh
( cuma kes die ni the princess and the monkey lahhh )
sbnarnya charming ennn tu yg x leh tunjuk muka
Pastuh....
Pidot...!
this guy loves to act like a cartoon so I make...
his eyes bublish mcm dlm anime
since he's an otaku jgak (tapi x nak ngaku)
now....
Mukhlis!!!!
ok... I'm sorry for him sbb nmpak hodoh..
but I've tried my best you know...
eheehe
The last one in part one is....
Munip....!
hmmmmm aku pon.... kurg pasti knape imej
die..... camni.......
So that's all for now...... bye...... nanti I smabung lain kali.... ☆★☆★☆★☆★☆ ★☆★
♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♥♡♥♡♥♡♥♡ ♡
Wednesday, June 3, 2015
konklusi...?
Now..... dari sgale bnde yg aku asyik dok fikir ni...
(Dri post smlm)
(Dri post smlm)
Aku dah buat satu conclusion.....
Konklusinya..... (waduuuh teringat periksa BM aritu)
Semua yg aku rse ni....
Fikir ni...
Peningkan ni....
Ade benda yg aku hilang....
Teruknya aku kerana x sedar......
Aku bru teringat......
asyik tenggelam dlm dunia sendiri je kan...
Allah ade di sisiku
Aku....... malu......
Allah sentiasa ade..... cuma aku yg sengaja mlupakan...
Kenape lah teruk sgt aku ni....
Igt allah sentiasa di sisi kita.......
What have I done.....
I've destroyed my own thoughts...
Now.... time to clear it ... all of it
Tuesday, June 2, 2015
muhasabah..... diri??
Let's see...... How long have I left you dear weirdo blog?
Don't ya miss meeh... well.... haaaaah what should I start with.....
Don't ya miss meeh... well.... haaaaah what should I start with.....
I....... I'm los4.... is there anyone who could guide me.......
Well.... I gueas it's a no then..... you see.... Latwly... I've been thinking of weird things.... it's like this....
Peliklaaaah... kenape ....... semua org kat skliling aku treat me differently???
Bukan nak bangga ke hape... tape semua ni.... cam pelik sgt....
Well.... bayangkan lah..... aku nii... budak pelik and semua org maklum dgn perkara ni.. tapi.... adakah diri ini pelik bermakna semua orang jujur dgn aku....???? please.. tell me.... ade kaitan ke being pelik dgn bnda 2 ni? .... well cam ni lah...
contoh situasi dye...... ade sorg mamat ni.... sume org dok... "awak.... minx tlg bleh x sebb tenet kiter slow... bley x awak tlg crikn bhn n4ok kiter... trimas....!!!!!^.^" ..... mmg sumepompuan minx tlg die ah kan... tpi bler smpai kat aku..... die yg dok..... " weyh.... Intan dgr crite ko dh siap wat folio ... ummm yg ni cqmane... ade copy x? nk wat rujukan...!!!!><~" ..... =.= de heck nyerrrrrre....
situasi 2 .....
ade sorg mamat ni..... dk pompuam sume dok. " hah..... majok lah tu kite x nk lyn dye.... " sat gi die aca2 cool " manade " jaqab pon sepatah je lah kan..... sat gi .... dgn aku.... " hah..... majok ah tu.... eeeee intan majok ah..." .... satgi aku ulg watak die balik " manade... x kuasa aku! " ... tpi aku jwb x sepatah lah yg pasti....ehhhehehh
situasi 3.....
"Eeeeeh luka kat muka ni knape... " sume sibuk kerumun budak pompuan tuh... sat gi tgn aku brdarah 2 mngalir 2 lagi ni.... dorg sume akn ckp bnda same "alaaaa Intan biase lah tu...."
Situasi4....
adesorg budk ni... die kuat memendam tpi smpai kat aku je..... die tunjuk diri die......
situasi 5...
kbnykkan budak yg pendam demi kselesaan rmai... tunkjuk diri dorg yg sbnar kat aku... luahkan perasaan kat aku..... MOSTLY...
sometimes.... all of this makes me feel scared and terasing... tapi skrg bile dok pikiaq balik.......
contoh situasi dye...... ade sorg mamat ni.... sume org dok... "awak.... minx tlg bleh x sebb tenet kiter slow... bley x awak tlg crikn bhn n4ok kiter... trimas....!!!!!^.^" ..... mmg sumepompuan minx tlg die ah kan... tpi bler smpai kat aku..... die yg dok..... " weyh.... Intan dgr crite ko dh siap wat folio ... ummm yg ni cqmane... ade copy x? nk wat rujukan...!!!!><~" ..... =.= de heck nyerrrrrre....
situasi 2 .....
ade sorg mamat ni..... dk pompuam sume dok. " hah..... majok lah tu kite x nk lyn dye.... " sat gi die aca2 cool " manade " jaqab pon sepatah je lah kan..... sat gi .... dgn aku.... " hah..... majok ah tu.... eeeee intan majok ah..." .... satgi aku ulg watak die balik " manade... x kuasa aku! " ... tpi aku jwb x sepatah lah yg pasti....ehhhehehh
situasi 3.....
"Eeeeeh luka kat muka ni knape... " sume sibuk kerumun budak pompuan tuh... sat gi tgn aku brdarah 2 mngalir 2 lagi ni.... dorg sume akn ckp bnda same "alaaaa Intan biase lah tu...."
Situasi4....
adesorg budk ni... die kuat memendam tpi smpai kat aku je..... die tunjuk diri die......
situasi 5...
kbnykkan budak yg pendam demi kselesaan rmai... tunkjuk diri dorg yg sbnar kat aku... luahkan perasaan kat aku..... MOSTLY...
sometimes.... all of this makes me feel scared and terasing... tapi skrg bile dok pikiaq balik.......
AKU BANGGA
tau knape ? sbb x de yg fake dpan aku ..that's a good thing....
and nak tau tak bile sume tunjuk diri mereka yg sbnar .... aku dpat knl pbagai jnis manusia n brfikir acano dorg brfikir.... interesting right?......... n this is where I end up underastanding almost everybody.... and now the sad part is... I'm an open book... everyone can read qhat I feel , I think , I plan.... yet.... not a single person Understand me... NOT A SINGLE PERSON......... welll.. I x lyak difhami... kerana I'm too heartless.... kan? Serves me right...
Saturday, December 27, 2014
Tough
Assalamualaikum....Intan the weird girl is HERE!!!!!!!!hmmmmmmmm ....... nak citer bnde 2 yang dibenci lagi......Bosan ke?so what?..... my blog not yours.... haaaaahthe thing that I want to tell you guys that is...... the word...TOUGH..... yaaa..... sume mesti igt I ni tough kan???YE laaaaaaa bygkan kalau org cam fatin fatini kene..... tumbuk...... korg mesti risau kan??walau seganas mana pon die..... k-kalau aku...?mesti korg..... x kesa kan....?..... why?.....sbb.... aku ni kan.......TOUGH..... hey..... Your hurting my womanly heart here....but..... wwhat do you care?????Intan kan..... TOUGH...... she knows how to handke it...... she doesn't need........ any supports to stand..... cause...... it is INTAN........ since I was 9..... people think that I am veery tough...... bila kena buli..... I cry...... a lot.... but...... what did the others do????they laughed at me..... they said that ...... a tomboy like me..... is being bullied...... such A FUNNY THING.... YOU SHOULD GROW UP INTAN..... YOU ARE TOUGH .... ARE'NNT YA????...... semua nak saiko aku...... sbb ape..... semua pikir aku sekuat...... besi...... tough...... heyy.... besi ..... it bents ..... but.... what what doo you guys care..... I'm the TOUGH INTAN.... ouch.... that ..... hhurts........ I never thought I am Alone cause..... I know....my lil bro..... that is my best childhood friend would always be there for me........ by my side.... but I thought it ia gonna be FOREVER.... but.... my thought betrayed me.... It hurts..... he changed..... he is an ego maniac right now..... ..... it hurts....... still.....how can a sister hate her own bro.... that's impoossible...... I thought I would have Nani by my side forever..... but she 's far away now.... we hardly contact you know..... but deep in my heart. ... I know I miss her and she miss me...... kenape sume..... igt aku tough..... sbb .... aku ganas?.... sbb aku..... tomboy?.... muka aku ganas??? heyyyyy that 's not fair...... you know what.... I have many similarities with a cat.... why?..... bcause....a cat is always fierce ...... it will scratch you.... without even a reason sometime....they attacked you because they were scared.... it's a warning to say that they are very scary as a self protection ... but once you become fond of the cat.... it' s very weak and needs attention.... that 's me.... hqihhhhh tapi.... apakqn daya...... x semua fqham diri semua orang..... normal lah..... kqn?
Sunday, December 14, 2014
berfikir
assalamualaikum.... oh blog... dah lama sangat aku abandon kau..... kesian kau....bhihi .......
haih.... nak tau tak??? benda yang aku rse aku pling benci ialah bkan org bkn binatang bukan pokok, sayur ke.... BUKAN !...... the thing I hated the most is ..... BERFIKIR .... ya... fitrah setiap manusia...iaitu berfikir..... Allah dah beri kita... manusia kelebihan..... lain dari makhluk lain....... akal.... yaaaa akal..... akal.. untuk berfikir..... aku bersyukur.... aku boleh berfikir... alhamdulillah...... but...... I just hate to think......... haih.......
weird kan.....? canne kita.... manusia nak hidup tanpa berfikir???? kan???? but of course tere's no other way right.... to stay alive.... we..... need to THINK of a way right??? ..... hahahahahahaha..... ahaha....AHAHHAHAHAH........ ha.... aha... haaa.....
KITA MESTI BERFIKIR!!! OF COURSE!! .... tapi aku ... sebenci benci aku..... nak berfikir... x de la smpa aku ignore my needs... die.... aku ske fikir bnde 2 simple.... cuz.... yo know what?? when I started to think about something that is.... ok.... lebih tepat masalah la kan..... aku akan berfikir dgn trlampau mendalam... and the.... OUCH! .... kepala aku berdenyut..... and.... i can't stop....... it makes me think too deeply.... smpai aku buat conclusion..... AKU PALING BAGUS atau AKU PALING TERUK!.... and... due 2 nie no good.....
well.... maybe that's why aku dpat +M lulus.... kaaaan....... byk sgt berfikir...... urgh!!!! satu kelebihan yet.... bermacam2 keburukan....... yang perlu diatasi untuk mengubahnya kepada kebaikan........ kan???? but of course...... impossible nak buat semua ni tanpa berfikir... kan??? haih........ apa2 pun.... aku masih kene trus berfikir...... urgh........ mual tul.... ckap psal bende 2 ni... haiho...
Friday, June 13, 2014
Salah ke?
aku tegur kau... SALAH KE? .... aku unfriend kau.... SALAH KE?..... aku block kau.... SALAH KE?.... aku poke kau.... SALAH KE?.... aku x nak tgok muka kau.... SALAH KE?....aku nak jadi berani.... SALAH KE?... aku tersilap sikit ..... SALAH KE?... kalau x....
kenapa kau x nak respond bila aku tegur..?
kenape kau tetibe respond bila aku unfriend..?
kenapa kau mengamuk kat group chat dulu bila aku block kau..?
kenape kau suroh aku bhenti bila aku poke kau..?
kenape kau gelakkan aku bila aku lari dari kau..?
kenape kau ejek aku bila aku tengah cuba bercakap kat depan..?
kenape???
kalau aku buat andaian senndiri nampak sangatlah keSS an aku... kalau aku benci kau... lagi dekatlah aku... kau... marah aku ke?? kau nak jadi kawan aku ke?? kau nak cari gadoh ngan aku ke?? ......
please don't confuse me..........
IT HURTS!.......
a LoT....
you make me look like a fool...
kejar kau ke sana ke mari...
x henti2 pandang kau...
jeles dengan kelebihan kau...
tapi... bila aku dengar kau dengan dia...
aku cuma boleh buat 1 conclucion...
kau PANDAI tapi... kau BODOH ...
LETIH melayam hati... hati nak amek cuti!~
Sunday, December 1, 2013
lala
HUARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pmr dah selesai.... cuti dah smpai,,,,, sooo
tinggal result je lah kan?
oh ya Allah,,, permudahkanlah segalanya!
siyes! lepas habis je last paper..
aku rase x happy langsung,
sebab aku tahu aku belum bebas!
of course lah bile balik jer rumah I jadi suri rumah separuh masa!~
haihhhh result lagi,,,,,,,,,
ape yg aku nak amek time f4 lagiii
homework agiiii
haihhh lemak tak berkurg pooon ,,,
peluh jelebih!
dah nak gi usha running man tata!
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
TIDAK!!!!!!!!
assalamualaikum
bendalah seloka tuh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
masalahnye seloka tu tulisan jer... dari aku kutuk kat blkg sekurang2nya aku jujur ( hehe ) ! lek 2 lah brader ! alhamdulillah aku x de fb dah syukur!!
oops! "kantoi" lah yang buat tuh aku! SO WHAT??? ade stalker kah yang batak ngan blog ni???
helleh... bataklah aku x kesa....
HOI KAU! aku pon dah terlupe ape aku tulis untuk seloka tuh...
nak settle kat fb lagi lah x!!!! neva!!!!!
smpai ke khirnya aku tau kau x kan ganggu hidup aku kalau kau batak skali pon kau tak akan pernah
haritu!!! pegi UKM aku nangis nak amik kunci dlm kotak uh... tapi cium katak tuh bibir siap sntoh agi elok jer~ hehehehe aku nanges sbb teringat belalalng...
belalang oh belalang, belalang oh belalalng hey~ .....
story belalang tuh ... spe yang tengah mandi ke... basuh baju time aku jerit ngan pu3 batch aku jer lah yang tau... brrrrrr
smpai arini nak msok shower ( shower aspuri je lah tapi) pon mengggeletar.....
siyes!!!
..... ok thath's all buhbye~
bendalah seloka tuh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
masalahnye seloka tu tulisan jer... dari aku kutuk kat blkg sekurang2nya aku jujur ( hehe ) ! lek 2 lah brader ! alhamdulillah aku x de fb dah syukur!!
oops! "kantoi" lah yang buat tuh aku! SO WHAT??? ade stalker kah yang batak ngan blog ni???
helleh... bataklah aku x kesa....
HOI KAU! aku pon dah terlupe ape aku tulis untuk seloka tuh...
nak settle kat fb lagi lah x!!!! neva!!!!!
smpai ke khirnya aku tau kau x kan ganggu hidup aku kalau kau batak skali pon kau tak akan pernah
BERJAYA
siyes aku cakap ! siyes!
hahahaahahhaha tanne kecoh ah!!!haritu!!! pegi UKM aku nangis nak amik kunci dlm kotak uh... tapi cium katak tuh bibir siap sntoh agi elok jer~ hehehehe aku nanges sbb teringat belalalng...
belalang oh belalang, belalang oh belalalng hey~ .....
story belalang tuh ... spe yang tengah mandi ke... basuh baju time aku jerit ngan pu3 batch aku jer lah yang tau... brrrrrr
smpai arini nak msok shower ( shower aspuri je lah tapi) pon mengggeletar.....
siyes!!!
..... ok thath's all buhbye~
Friday, February 15, 2013
disebalik rindu~
ehem ehem!
assalamualaikum
rindu ape ek?.... hmmmmm agak2 nyer ape??? what's the thing that i'm addicted ( except anime ) .... guess!!!!!!!! KELAS AKU YANG DULU!kelas ape tu ek??? kelas ape r gaknyer tuh! kelas ape lah tu kan???ko bajed aku batak ke kat 2 o??? mungkin sikit... kenape???? sebab dorang perangai sume cam... ahhhh malas nak cer en... wat aku cam lampin pakai buang... amboi3 l pikir lu sape??? hah?!??!? bile dah buntu... "wehh intan esok camner??" why don't u ask u'r sweet sweet ah long... malas nak mention kann... kang gado plak kiter~ bila bosan... x de kawan... ohhh tau kau cari aku... aku ni ape???? HOI!!! i'm a human being like you guys!!!!! don't treat as if i'm an animal or something!!! intan ....... relax... nanti kene band sebab trlalu emo.... sheesh hipokrit gile.... tipu ah tu aku! i'm sorry banyak sgt kutuk aku tau aku pon x sesuai kat situ sbb slalu uat slah~ 1 Umar??!?!? kau nak aku bunoh diri ke??? baik lah buat bende berfaedah dari rindu tmpat tuh! bukan ape!! but you know... i'm a lampin pakai buang kan?!??!?! well... naow it's time to control my temper sekejap! ehem ehem... x lain x bukan ... smestinyer 1hamzah!!!!!!!!!! hmmmmm why's the title disebalik rindu..... agak2?.... hehehe canni~ aku nak share kenape aku batak gile kat 1 hamzah tuh! ..... pelik ennn aku cam gile sgt kat 1h tuh.... PELIK X?!??!?!? sebab die..... suasana die yang indah.... x de masalah....... ape maksud suasana indah ni??? ape kah die......
sesuatu yang aku try cari ..... indah tuh ialah......... when everybody .... sangat 2 lah suci... innocent.... x de masalah batch... well maybe aku lampin pakai buang juge tapi..... ade yg still mendampingi aku...
NIK! MARS! SHAHANI! MAISA! dan yang paling aku syang!
assalamualaikum
rindu ape ek?.... hmmmmm agak2 nyer ape??? what's the thing that i'm addicted ( except anime ) .... guess!!!!!!!! KELAS AKU YANG DULU!kelas ape tu ek??? kelas ape r gaknyer tuh! kelas ape lah tu kan???ko bajed aku batak ke kat 2 o??? mungkin sikit... kenape???? sebab dorang perangai sume cam... ahhhh malas nak cer en... wat aku cam lampin pakai buang... amboi3 l pikir lu sape??? hah?!??!? bile dah buntu... "wehh intan esok camner??" why don't u ask u'r sweet sweet ah long... malas nak mention kann... kang gado plak kiter~ bila bosan... x de kawan... ohhh tau kau cari aku... aku ni ape???? HOI!!! i'm a human being like you guys!!!!! don't treat as if i'm an animal or something!!! intan ....... relax... nanti kene band sebab trlalu emo.... sheesh hipokrit gile.... tipu ah tu aku! i'm sorry banyak sgt kutuk aku tau aku pon x sesuai kat situ sbb slalu uat slah~ 1 Umar??!?!? kau nak aku bunoh diri ke??? baik lah buat bende berfaedah dari rindu tmpat tuh! bukan ape!! but you know... i'm a lampin pakai buang kan?!??!?! well... naow it's time to control my temper sekejap! ehem ehem... x lain x bukan ... smestinyer 1hamzah!!!!!!!!!! hmmmmm why's the title disebalik rindu..... agak2?.... hehehe canni~ aku nak share kenape aku batak gile kat 1 hamzah tuh! ..... pelik ennn aku cam gile sgt kat 1h tuh.... PELIK X?!??!?!? sebab die..... suasana die yang indah.... x de masalah....... ape maksud suasana indah ni??? ape kah die......
sesuatu yang aku try cari ..... indah tuh ialah......... when everybody .... sangat 2 lah suci... innocent.... x de masalah batch... well maybe aku lampin pakai buang juge tapi..... ade yg still mendampingi aku...
NIK! MARS! SHAHANI! MAISA! dan yang paling aku syang!
IRDINA!
time tue 1h sgt best! walau banyak perangdunia but.... ramai yang sgt baik... time tuh... ade sorg yg problem ni baik sgt ..... hmph! bile naik je kelas 2 atas everything change! after bubar... rmai berubah! aku sedih! kadang 2 smpai mampu x ngaku batch tapi... nak uat ape aku terjebak sme.... lagi 2 ade lah scandal tu lah inilah... cam hape jer dorang kate die ngan senior tu camni lah ape lah.... like.........
WhAt HapPen?
that sucks okay!!!!!!!!!! really really do sucks! sheesh! hate this! please change! ok..... aku dah habes mengarut so good bye see you soon!
wassalamualaikum
Sunday, February 10, 2013
i hate this new life but .. i MuSt love it! sheeesh!
BAYANGKAN! Aku en jadi ajk kskkh lagi sekali thun ni...
thun lepas nothing happens pon but THIS year.... annoying thing happens!
thun ni kelab kami buat azam nak jadi kelab yang aktif jadi salah satui caranya adalah dengan buat jualan, dedication day and banyak lagi dalam perancangan.... insya-allah nanti bulan mac ade minggu kemahiran hidup!!!! yay!!!!!!! can't wait for that week...
sooojualan nampaknye kak iron and the other f5 kat kskkh handle... + kalau kitorg kene handle pon aku bukannyer ade... kawad... ( simpapnan pon penting au!)
lagi..... dedication day! ini yang buat wa panas ni!
kak iron edarkan poster or... ape nme die ntah at every pkt... aku minx lah dri klas ab yang ade kat sbrang... dpat 2 blik .... diorang kate bawah name aku budak putera tulis sesuatu....
dorg tulis ape ko tau... KAKAK ABRAR BUDAK BOMBA! hoi!
Naufal x de lak kene ngan kak Shidah... yang si Meol tu x de lak bergema name kak Awrah!
Ammar tu cer thun lepas insya-allah smpai ke tahun ni...
Gox x de lah kene ngan adek die.... HEY!!!! x adil btol batch aku ni!! ><
mak aku ade lah gak ckap...
all this time kalo lalu kat mememane mane ade org tetibe tegur mak aku...
bile ab masuk...... rmai yang approach mak aku... slam mak aku pstu tnyer ni mak intan kn? saye kawan die... mak senyum jer lah
lalu memane tetibe mak aku dgr tu.. mak intan kn?
x pernah pernah mak aku dengar bende cenggitu....
PU3 24th!!!!!!!!!!!! mak aku gelak jer.... gatal en korang ni????
hatoi!!! yang lagi best! aritu pn. Azizah suro setiap sorang ckap azam n cara nak capai azam 2
tetiba aku org 1st! kau ... x gugur jantung?!??!? naseb aku dah buat azam ni since thun lepas...
dgn longlai nye aku naik 1 tangga stage dewan...
baru nak ckap ... tetibe dak putra jerit name orang yang ade kene mengena ngan azam aku !!!>< eeeeh!!!
kalau kau x rse sket ati ker???
azam aku tu... nak jadi lebih baik drpd abrar.... ye arh mak asyik bandingkan kitorang je... ade skali tu ayah minx tlg... aku tgh duduk rehat ab tgh main game pastu aku ckap jap! jap! pastu ayah ckap... intan ni.. kjap kjap .. tgok ab! waduuuuuh mmg lah slah aku.. tapi cam bengang lah gak everything aku buat semua dibandingkan ngan abrar...
aku yang naik stage bukan orang jerit INTAN!!!!!!! tapi abrar gak!
lagi bertambah tercabar.. xpe 2 FIGHTING!
wassalamualaikum
Saturday, January 26, 2013
wwaduuuuh!!!!!!!!!!!!
assalamualaikum!~ argh!letih tul f3ni!elok2 thun lpas free x msuk kwad.... thun ni busy jadi simpanan lak!x pe tanne ! fighting! kumpul markah koko bebanya.... nanti your future gak yang senang........ i..... sedih ni!!!!!!!!ade ke patot doe ckap ngan adek aku aku ni gangster???atoiiiiii!!!!da2 la tuh ... pastuh x ckup lagi alya kate aku x ckup hormon.... mentang prangai aku cenggini suara lak besar ....atoi panas telinga aku dobueknyo... x ckup lagi dikatenyer aku x matang tapi peliknya adek aku lagi matang.... korg tau ape !korang kenal ke adek aku? x ennnn ......fufufu ...... weyh!!!!!!aku sorang je ke puteri yang ade adik putera? chehhh ini x al mne aci.... hah!sblum trlupe... aritu aku gi kursus adobe photoshop x brape sronok sbb x fham aaa manusia yang handle atu ajor laju... aku ni dah lah lampi... atoi... yang alya lak rabun com. rasyi lqk problem adooooo masalah 2 .... time manusia tu suro try aku try la lpas tu die lalu blkg aku alya kate die nmpak mamat kuang aja tu gelaj 2 kan aku... helleh las 2 time die suro edit aku gak yg mng dlm byk 2 anak buah die tu.... piiiirah!!!!.... time tu die suro aku gi dpan amek hadiah.. alya kate wktu tu ade dak putera jerit nma dak tuh atooooiiiii prlu ke?jeles ea?alolololo cianye .... budak bijk it klah ngan minah sememeh yg bute it ni?hish!x ske lah!aku jugak ade suke ske sseorghehehehehe..... that*s all wassalamualaikum... muah!bye2
Wednesday, December 26, 2012
ARGH!
ab,,,,, ab,,,,,, ab masuk smkakl?!??!?
betul lah org tue 2 kate...
kalau kite suke buang air kat situ
nanti die jadi tmpat kite..
ab tuh suke gi tandas kalo melawat aku..
OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dah lah die boy.......
aku x nak die kene buli...
nak minx tolong putera batch sendiri?!??!
mau mati ka?!??!
dorang tuh lyan girlfriend sendiri je...
SMGT BATCh kannnn
tapi rasenye dorang tak membuli lah kot....
atoi!!!!!!!!! bile dak tuh cakap habeslaaa ... naik bulu roma aku!!
I love my bro! doakan keselamatan die dri di SAYANGI senior KESAYANGAN!
betul lah org tue 2 kate...
kalau kite suke buang air kat situ
nanti die jadi tmpat kite..
ab tuh suke gi tandas kalo melawat aku..
OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dah lah die boy.......
aku x nak die kene buli...
nak minx tolong putera batch sendiri?!??!
mau mati ka?!??!
dorang tuh lyan girlfriend sendiri je...
SMGT BATCh kannnn
tapi rasenye dorang tak membuli lah kot....
atoi!!!!!!!!! bile dak tuh cakap habeslaaa ... naik bulu roma aku!!
I love my bro! doakan keselamatan die dri di SAYANGI senior KESAYANGAN!
Saturday, December 15, 2012
MENCABARNYA HIDUP!!
disebabkan nak stay kat SMKAKL aku kenelah buat jadual...
pergh... memang rase nak mati!
stakat kerja rumah sej baik nota bail latihan semua settle ,
bi punye lak still otw,,
bm karangan baru masuk yang ke 4 , nota komsas blom siap agy~
hailaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
sakit otak eden!
tak ke ghase nak mampuih ...
bile x biase buat kerja banyak 2,,
hailaaa tu lah kau Intan
rileks je tau!
x pe!!! aku mesti berjuang untuk buktikan
AKU MAMPU STAY KAT SMKAKL!!!!
pergh... memang rase nak mati!
stakat kerja rumah sej baik nota bail latihan semua settle ,
bi punye lak still otw,,
bm karangan baru masuk yang ke 4 , nota komsas blom siap agy~
hailaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
sakit otak eden!
tak ke ghase nak mampuih ...
bile x biase buat kerja banyak 2,,
hailaaa tu lah kau Intan
rileks je tau!
x pe!!! aku mesti berjuang untuk buktikan
AKU MAMPU STAY KAT SMKAKL!!!!
Saturday, November 17, 2012
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!
assalmaualaikum!!!
YEAH!!!!! aku x pinda skola beb!!!!!!!!
tapi... ade syarat.... x dpat 5A ke atas tahun depan akan ada...
YEAH!!!!! aku x pinda skola beb!!!!!!!!
tapi... ade syarat.... x dpat 5A ke atas tahun depan akan ada...
HUKUMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
contoh hukuman... hmmm ehem ehem!!
potong duit belanja...
x pay a vist coz thun depan sbulan sekali balik
call teachers kat skoolah
suro dorang nengok intan...
call mak bapak kawan 2 kalodapat tahu yang...
kite terpengaruh ngan kengkawan..
OH NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
ICAN"T ACCEPT THIS!!!!
redha lah....
nak uat ape...
bm A
pai A
sej C
khb C
geo C
nama budak sekolah asrama tapi markah seteruk 2 alam... brrrrrr
ok fine! tambahkan usaha!
insya - Allah INTAN BOLEH!!!!
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
SMKAKL KONON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ASSALAMUALAIKUM... ( sape yang baca jgn lah kau post kat mana 2 eden malu... )
aku dengar cerita
kengkawan aku yang baru form 2 (kat smkakl)
nieh dah pandai
Calling cAlliNg dah.....
kalau jantan ngan jantan....
pompuan ngan pompuan x pe gak...
boleh diterima akal lah kot nyer....
ini idak.... nak tanya homework pon ...
girls will call boyz... sms tuh... insyaallah diterima akal eden nieh
but sorry lah eden x layh terima orang
Calling cAlliNG niehh
aku pena admire sorg mamat nie sbb die baik suci x slalu bbicara ngan pu3 but after i heard the story about he call a pu3 taht makes me angry ,,,, nak pelajar pu3.... korang.... x syang akak 20th gen ke??? hmm???
x syang maruah diri ke??? x ksian kat suami kau akan datang ke??? pahala korang dah cukup ea?? aku punye pahala aku sedar sangatlah sikit dan x mampu nak menandingi korang punyer KANN??? x semestinyer yang korang bergayut tuh milik korang dan memiLIKI korang cara halal pada masa akan datang... so please!!! aku tau ade diantara korang yang PERNAH couple but.... can't you change ??? korang sendiri duro aku berubah dengan jaga personalitilah... muka jangan banyak buat muka pelika lah amende la h.... at least i'm trying ...... aku nak post kat 24th tuh.... aku sedar aku ni x de lah se HOT mana unutk mendapat respond yang membahagiakan aku dan menyenangkan hati... please..... please PLEASE!!! aku meluat lah tengok orang gatal 2 .... banyak sangat pu3 yang nak jadi ulat bulu .... x nak jadi mawar berduri ke??? jadikan cintamu itu bawang yang berduri .... pada lelaki yang belum pasti dan si gadis yang masih suci.... dahglah berduri susah nak dekat bila kupas x dapat pape tapi hanyalah tangisan yang mengalir... putera dan puteri.... kite ni budak sekolah agama banyak penceramah yang datang,... ustaz ngan ustazah pon ade skali.... kita patot bersyukur dengan nikmat yamg Allah beri.... kite nie yang terpilih u know?!?!? so please.. gunakan peluang ini dgn sebaiknya
SAYANG korang... >:)
wassalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh
aku dengar cerita
kengkawan aku yang baru form 2 (kat smkakl)
nieh dah pandai
Calling cAlliNg dah.....
kalau jantan ngan jantan....
pompuan ngan pompuan x pe gak...
boleh diterima akal lah kot nyer....
ini idak.... nak tanya homework pon ...
girls will call boyz... sms tuh... insyaallah diterima akal eden nieh
but sorry lah eden x layh terima orang
Calling cAlliNG niehh
aku pena admire sorg mamat nie sbb die baik suci x slalu bbicara ngan pu3 but after i heard the story about he call a pu3 taht makes me angry ,,,, nak pelajar pu3.... korang.... x syang akak 20th gen ke??? hmm???
x syang maruah diri ke??? x ksian kat suami kau akan datang ke??? pahala korang dah cukup ea?? aku punye pahala aku sedar sangatlah sikit dan x mampu nak menandingi korang punyer KANN??? x semestinyer yang korang bergayut tuh milik korang dan memiLIKI korang cara halal pada masa akan datang... so please!!! aku tau ade diantara korang yang PERNAH couple but.... can't you change ??? korang sendiri duro aku berubah dengan jaga personalitilah... muka jangan banyak buat muka pelika lah amende la h.... at least i'm trying ...... aku nak post kat 24th tuh.... aku sedar aku ni x de lah se HOT mana unutk mendapat respond yang membahagiakan aku dan menyenangkan hati... please..... please PLEASE!!! aku meluat lah tengok orang gatal 2 .... banyak sangat pu3 yang nak jadi ulat bulu .... x nak jadi mawar berduri ke??? jadikan cintamu itu bawang yang berduri .... pada lelaki yang belum pasti dan si gadis yang masih suci.... dahglah berduri susah nak dekat bila kupas x dapat pape tapi hanyalah tangisan yang mengalir... putera dan puteri.... kite ni budak sekolah agama banyak penceramah yang datang,... ustaz ngan ustazah pon ade skali.... kita patot bersyukur dengan nikmat yamg Allah beri.... kite nie yang terpilih u know?!?!? so please.. gunakan peluang ini dgn sebaiknya
SAYANG korang... >:)
wassalamualaikum warahmatullahiwabarakatuh
Friday, July 27, 2012
x de air????
woahhh drai awal thun arituh smpai dh stgh tahun ...
X de Air????
watta.... ni bengang nieh... kgkadang ade... kgkadang x... asyik2 kolah....asyik2 tadahh bosan mehhhh haihoooo sakitnye hati!!!!! :P
study!!!!!!!
mak kater...
intan x yah pindah lah tapi...Intan kene dapat semua A ke....
Nak Berjanji janji??
hmmm ape kate... buat target untuk capai perjanjian itu hmmmm
buat targt x study still x jadi.... sooooo buat mindmap ntuk nota form 1 such as sej, geo, pai, khb n sooo on... mak kater biarlah org x nak kwan ngan kiter... yg pnting kejer kiter slesai... :D buat prinsip diri!!!! nnti bru lah boleh brjaye tapiii berubah sket demi sket jgn mndadak sgt... payah lah gitu... dlu mak pon bdak asrama gak... elok jer... btmbah elok adelahh tapi.... tgok intan... emmm nmpaknye makin trbntut ade arrr haihhh apelah nasib kume ni.... x de lah sebijak kome semue ... sbb ape??? MALAS!
brubah lah Intanne~
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